A BIG baby step

I have not written for quite a while. There are only 3 months until the wedding and that has been consuming so much of my time. I am someone who takes on everything even if I don't have the time to do it all. Up until today I have been taking baby steps toward recovery. Very small tiny little baby steps. From where I was in February, all those baby steps have become one great stride. I am still dizzy so much of the time. Once in a while I have an amazing day where I have almost no dizziness but the conditions all have to be perfect (an amazing night's sleep, full stomach, and no fullness in the head) But really what I came on here to say is that today is the first trip I have taken since this all began in November. We are on our way to Boston this weekend for the 4th of July. There will be so many obstacles that I will need to tackle. I am ready and willing to take it on but I'm afraid that my body is not. All of the experiences that I will come in contact with this weekend I have done before. I love Boston. It is my favorite city and I have never been scared of it until today but I am determined. This time things will look different from what they once were as I will be looking at it through the eyes of a girl with Labyrinthitis. I can get through this and I will enjoy myself. I will be surrounded by great friends and good times. I will let you all know how it goes!